The Healing Horse, Ch. 27, Scene 3: An Easy Lesson

image of arithmetic symbolsKaren finds out her new math tutor struggled with the subject, too. Time flies as she learns new ways to learn an old and frustrating subject.

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Scene 3: An Easy Lesson

Karen followed Miss Natalie down a short hallway to a small room. The walls were soft white, and the only furniture was a big wooden table with two wooden chairs side by side along one edge. She sat in one chair after Miss Natalie sat in the other.

Miss Natalie quietly explained, “I really enjoy my work. When I was a kid struggling with math, someone put it all together for me. I hope I can do the same for you, Karen. I’ll be teaching you many new, fun ways to learn. These will become tools for you to use in everything you learn from now on. Learning is something to enjoy. It is fun and enlightening, and it satisfies an otherwise unquenchable hunger we have within ourselves. Learning provides food for our thoughts and for our souls. It is the one thing we never stop striving for.

“My aim is to work with you in mutual understanding and friendship. There’s nothing to be afraid of. I’ll be right by your side. We’ll work together, step-by-step, at your pace, as you master the fundamentals of mathematics. Please ask me anything you like whenever you feel the need. We’ll have lots of fun together! To begin, let’s go over your homework. Seeing what you can do and what you have trouble with will help me understand how I can help you.”

Karen opened her book bag and took out her math homework. Miss Natalie went through it, one step at a time, and slowly guided Kitten through the problems, with Karen doing all her own work, including making, discovering, and correcting her own mistakes.

After what seemed to Kitten like only a few minutes, Miss Natalie stood up and said, “Well, my dear, with this, I think we will call it a day. We’ve been working together for nearly an hour, and you are already making progress. I’m sure that, together, we can get you on track with math. I will see you next week. We’ll check the appointment book at the front desk on your way out.”

“All right,” Kitten smiled broadly.

They proceeded back down the hallway to the front office. Karen felt so reassured that she skipped all the way.

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The Healing Horse, Ch. 27, Scene 2: A Warm Welcome

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This is the second scene of Chapter 27, in which Karen deals with her math problems with the help of a wonderful tutor. This is a fresh experience for her. Has an exceptional teacher or tutor ever helped you?

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Scene 2: A Warm Welcome 

The waiting room was warm and inviting. Painted a soft butterscotch color, one wall held a sign inviting them to take a seat in the large plaid chairs. Above these color-coordinated chairs, mobiles of the covers of famous children’s books swung in the air conditioning, inspiring children to ask about them. More than any other waiting room Kitten had ever entered, this place made her relax immediately. Her butterflies disappeared at once.

“May I help you?” the receptionist inquired. Her voice was as soft and inviting as the room.

“Yes,” Mama replied. “I have an appointment scheduled with Natalie Meyer at ten o’clock for my daughter, Karen. My name is Katie Hearshstein.”

“She wrote me a letter and said to call her Miss Natalie, and she’s my tutor!” Karen could not keep herself from interrupting.

“And this is Karen,” Mama said with a wink to the receptionist.

“Oh, yes. She’s expecting you. She’ll be out in a moment. Please have a seat and make yourselves comfortable.”

“Thank you,” Mama answered before walking to one of the overstuffed chairs. She and Kitten each picked up a magazine from the coffee table and began reading.

Five minutes passed, and Miss Natalie appeared, beaming. She was taller than Mama, almost five feet four inches, and had a slender build. Her long, red hair curled and flowed over her shoulders. She wore a red and tan suit with a ruffled red blouse and black high heels. Her clothes went with the colors of the reception room.

“Hi, Karen, pleased to meet you. I’ll be working with you. Won’t you come this way?” she said in a low, melodic voice that relaxed Kitten even more.

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The Healing Horse, Ch. 27, Scene 1: UCLA

image of burgee of UCLAThis is the first scene of Chapter 27, in which Karen deals with her math problems with the help of a wonderful tutor. Please read, like, and share!

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Scene 1: UCLA

Karen watched from the passenger seat as Mama drove slowly through the UCLA campus, comparing the buildings with the map the university had mailed her. Students carried heavy loads of books in backpacks and satchels. They sipped coffee from paper cups while hurrying between classes or waiting on street corners for the traffic lights to change. In her heart, Karen believed that if she studied hard enough, then someday she could become a college student, too.

After driving by the large buildings on the main campus, Mama turned into a narrow side road that led to a pleasant cul-de-sac ringed by small buildings, bungalows all alike, all painted off white. One of them had a brown wooden sign with Bungalow E painted on it. Mama parked by it. A gray wooden ramp with sturdy handrails led up to the front porch.

“Here it is, my Krana Layala. This is the place.”

“Oh, Mama, enormous butterflies have invaded my stomach.”

They both laughed. Then Mama said, “They should go away once we’re inside. It’s just the excitement of not knowing. Remember how nice this tutor sounded on the phone? I know you’ll like her. You’ve made a lot of progress with your reading, and now you’re getting a specialist to help you with math. Pretty soon, we’ll have your academics under control. We have both advocated, and we are winning.”

“Yes, Mama, I feel better about my academics now. Math is the only one that still kills me.”

“You wait and see, Kitten. Remember how you struggled with reading, and now you read all the time. It’s easy for you. Math will be the same. You just need somebody who can put you onto the right track, and then you’ll roll ahead on your own.”

Karen knew how important this was both to herself and to Mama. Turning within, she silently affirmed that she would succeed at math and that she would do whatever it took to master it.

“All right, Mama. I will succeed. I know I can do it, and I will.”

“Let me check our paperwork before we go in, sweetheart.”

After rereading the papers she took from her purse, Mama looked in the car’s rear-view mirror and added more deep red lipstick to her mouth.

“Do I look all right, Kitten? Is my makeup on straight?”

“Yes, Mama, you look great, and the rose-red dress is really pretty. How about me?”

“You always look good in your baby pink dress, dear. I think we will make a very grand entrance!”

Karen laughed with her mother. She felt more confident knowing that they both looked good. Without being reminded, she picked up her book bag and followed Mama. However, after they walked up the ramp and Mama pushed open the wooden door, her fear returned. She took a deep breath and looked into her heart for a peaceful state of calm.

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The Healing Horse, Ch. 26, Scene 7: Keeping an Open but Wise Heart

photo of horses in a pastureSometimes wisdom lies in keeping an open heart, but not a wide-open heart. If you know someone is going to be mean to you, you don’t have to react with anger, but you have to protect yourself. In this ending scene of the Mean Girl Claudia chapter, Karen finds this wisdom in her heart. 

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Scene 7: Keeping an Open but Wise Heart

At the stables, Karen found Pegasus in a pasture, enjoying the sunny afternoon with some other horses. She explained what had happened.

He nodded and said, “Kitten, sometimes you have to stand up for yourself, and you have to refuse to walk into traps. You knew what kind of girl Claudia is. It is one thing to be friendly and kind, but it’s another to let someone take advantage of you. If she invites you again, take some ratty old doll dresses and prepare to stand up for yourself. Sometimes, going into a difficult situation with your heart open is not the best way. Sometimes, you need to hold back a little.”

“Do you think there’ll be a next time? I mean, Mama said she would talk with Claudia’s mom about getting the dress back and getting some help with Claudia.”

There was a long pause. Kitten knew Pegasus was looking within for wisdom. Then he spoke.

“My horse intuition tells me that Claudia will not invite you back. Like she told you, she is done with you. She is too proud to apologize for her horrid behavior, and without an apology, the friendship cannot proceed. Besides, she controls her mother, so whatever Mama says will have little effect.”

“Yes,” Kitten said. “I can see that now. I’d like to have more friends, but Claudia may be a lost cause.”

“Unfortunately, she may be. With her father gone, she has only her mother, and her mother seems unable to help her.”

“Then I will keep my heart open, even to her, but I won’t let her take advantage of me again.”

Pegasus smiled his horsey smile and said, “That’s my wise girl. Now, let’s go for a ride and enjoy the beautiful afternoon.”

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The Healing Horse, Ch. 26, Scene 6: The Making of a Mean Girl

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Karen finds out why Claudia is so mean. 

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Scene 6: The Making of a Mean Girl

Karen told Mama about the dress exchange as they rode home.

Mama said, “Vintage Claudia, from what I hear. Krana Layala, not everyone in this world worries about making happiness. Most of them are like Claudia, but maybe a little more subtle. I feel for her mother. What would it be like to have a monster like that for a child? But then, she’s another one like Patsy, whose husband dumped her because of a disabled child. I still cry when I think about your father, but he was always there for me and for us, right up until the car crash that took him away. He was a mensch, not a rat.”

“You’re not sore that I let her take away the beautiful dress you sewed for my doll?”

“Oy vey, my Krana Layala. That’s the last thing to worry about. I can make you another. Maybe you can help sew it to improve your sewing skills and fine motor. But that’s not going to help Claudia or her mother. I owe her mother, as one mother to another, even if her kid is possessed by demons. Her mother loves Claudia and wants her to grow up happy. She needs to know what’s going on so she can take steps to help her kid. I still can’t believe her rat husband dumped her. That’s why Claudia’s so mean, you know. Maybe you don’t know, but I do. She knows she’s the reason her daddy disappeared, and she hates herself for that, for being disabled. But she can’t face the truth, so she takes her anger out on other kids with disabilities.”

“Mama, should I keep on trying to be Claudia’s friend? I thought she would be a good friend for me. I need more friends, but … “

“Let me talk with her mom. There may be a way through this. Or there may not be a way. Let me talk with her mom before we make any decisions.”

“Okay, Mama. And thanks for saying we about the decisions.”

Mama, who usually kept her eyes glued to the road, turned and looked into Karen’s. She gave her a huge smile. “That’s my girl,” she said. The phrase stuck in Karen’s mind. “That’s my girl … “

They rode the rest of the way in silence. Karen stared out the passenger side window at the beautiful afternoon. Life was good, even if it was confusing. She needed to talk with Pegasus.

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The Healing Horse, Ch. 26, Scene 5: Sway Like a Palm Tree

image of palm trees seen from belowEven though Claudia has wounded Karen, our hero is resilient.

Scene 5: Sway Like a Palm Tree

Outside, the sky was blue. The weather was warm but not hot. Tall, beautiful palm trees swayed in a gentle breeze. It was a perfect day. She stopped running and walked slowly to the sidewalk. She would wait for Mama there, under the palms. Then the tears came.

They flowed down her face. She dabbed at them with the white cotton handkerchief she always carried. She wondered if she had done the right thing. Maybe she should have refused to give up her pretty doll dress, but she had felt so overpowered, and so unable to stand up for herself. Claudia was more frightening than the experts. Then, she realized that while she had lost a pretty doll dress, Claudia had lost a friend. The dress could be replaced. The friendship could not. Nevertheless, she was angry with herself for not being stronger.

Mama’s car turned the corner. Karen made the tears stop. She would talk this over with her mother. She looked up at the palm trees swaying high above. She would be like them and sway but never break.

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The Healing Horse, Ch. 26, Scene 4: Doll Clothes

drawing of a small chairLittle Karen’s heart of gold is no protection against Claudia’s nastiness. But she survives and escapes.

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Scene 4: Doll Clothes

Saturday came, warm and sunny. Karen dressed for play in her powder-blue coveralls and a white tee shirt. All morning long, she folded and unfolded the doll outfit, and then finally put it and the doll into her doll suitcase.

After lunch, and full of enthusiasm and hope, she hurried out to Mama’s car. At one-thirty, Mama drove her the twenty minutes to Claudia’s. Claudia lived in a large white bungalow with an immaculately maintained green lawn in the upscale Beverlywood neighborhood.

Karen followed Mama up the long sidewalk. At the end, they climbed three red tile steps to the front porch. Mama pushed the doorbell button, and they waited. After a few minutes, Claudia’s mother opened the door and welcomed them in. Claudia’s mother looked like she could have been a model. She was over five-and-a-half feet tall with shoulder-length brown hair and matching brown eyes. Slender, she wore a size five dress and radiated kindness.

“Come in, come in,” she said.

Mama said, “I’d love to, but I thought I’d go grocery shopping while the girls played. And I have some errands that can’t wait. I should be back in an hour if that’s okay with you? Then we can visit.”

Karen and Claudia’s mom waved goodbye and went inside.

“Karen,” she said, “I’m so happy you’re visiting Claudia. You know she doesn’t have a lot of friends, so your visit will be special for her. I buy her everything she wants, but she’s still not happy. I really don’t know what more I can do. Maybe if you’ll be her friend, she’ll be happier.”

Karen’s heart swelled with warmth. She was going to make life better for Claudia. She was going to be a good friend.

Claudia’s mother led her down a short hall and into a huge bedroom overlooking the beautifully landscaped backyard.

She said, “Claudia, your friend is here. I need to do some things in the kitchen, at the other end of the house, but if you need me just yell. Okay?”

She hurried away.

Claudia sat in her wheelchair in the middle of the room, upright and regal, as if she were a queen. A beautiful white wooden table stood in front of her with a chair on the other side.

“Hi, Claudia. How are you doing, today? This is a great bedroom.”

Karen walked to the floor-to-ceiling windows and admired the backyard.

“I am well,” Claudia replied. “This is the house’s master suite. I am in charge here, and this is where I choose to live.”

Karen waited for Claudia to ask how she was, but Claudia did not ask or respond to her compliment. Instead, she talked about the dolls.

“Why don’t you have a seat at the table? You can put your doll and her clothes on it. Why don’t you let me take a look at them? I’m sure you won’t mind getting started. I’m in a hurry.”

As Karen sat on the chair that Claudia pointed to, she caught her balance and realized it was a toddler chair, a chair for a tiny child. Sitting in it forced her to look up at Claudia, who now appeared much larger. Ignoring a premonition that the afternoon was already going wrong, she unpacked her doll.

Claudia picked it up and said “I have a small, cheap doll just that size. It’s much smaller than a Barbie. It’s in the toy chest over there.” She pointed to a huge, white box at the foot of her bed. “Get it for me, will you?”

Karen hurried to the box and brought the doll back to the table. It was the same size as hers, but badly worn. The long, brown hair was frazzled, and the doll’s pink face was marred by scratches and pencil marks.

“Let’s dress up our dolls,” Claudia commanded. “It’s too bad you don’t have a real Barbie. These little dolls are pathetic, like you.”

Karen forced her smile to remain in place and her voice to sound cheerful. “Okay! But, what’s the rush? Can’t we talk for a while and get to know each other? Don’t you want to show me your room and your house?”

Claudia’s eyebrows came together. “Let’s see your doll clothes. Let’s see what you have!”

Karen laid out the doll outfit she had brought, the tiny red hat, the matching red Mary Janes, and the frilly white bobby socks. They were all in perfect condition, just as they had been when she had unwrapped them from their packaging, many months ago. Beside them, she smoothed out the black and white checked gingham dress Mama had sewn by hand.

Claudia picked up the dress. “This is handmade. You didn’t make this.” She said handmade as a compliment and the rest like an insult. “Go back to my toy chest and find some outfits that will fit.”

Karen obeyed rather than risk a confrontation. She was there to make friends, and she could not find the courage to resist Claudia’s bullying.

The girls took turns dressing and undressing each other’s dolls. Claudia seemed to relax and even laughed a little.

Then she snapped, “It’s time to exchange doll clothes, and then you can leave. You’ve been here long enough. I’m done with you. Here!”

She pushed a light blue check dress toward Karen and scooped up the gingham dress Mama had made along with the rest of the outfit. The dress she was worn and stained as if she had touched it with greasy fingers. The cloth was so old that the whites had yellowed.

Karen felt sick. Claudia was not interested in her. Claudia did not want friendship. She just wanted the doll outfit. She knew Claudia was deliberately intimidating her, but she could not find the courage to stand up to her overbearing behavior. She felt paralyzed.

“Okay,” Claudia said. “Now, I have the best dress and you have a rag. You can go now. You know your way out. Get out of here. I never want to see you again.”

Karen clenched her teeth. She could not speak. She stuffed her doll and the ragged dress into the suitcase and ran through the house and out the front door.

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The Healing Horse, Ch. 26, Scene 3: For Claudia, the Best

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Little Karen has a heart of gold. She decides to take her best doll in its best dress to Claudia’s. Anything to help Claudia feel better.

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Scene 3: For Claudia, the Best

Kitten felt a burst of energy. She skipped down the hall to her bedroom and laid out her favorite dolls and doll outfits on her bed.

Claudia and her mom have a lot more money than we do, and I don’t want her feeling sorry for me or embarrassed because her dolls are nicer than mine, so I’ll take my best doll with me, and I’ll take my best doll dress, too. We must’ve eaten a hundred boxes of cereal to get this doll. It’s really nice. And this green gingham dress with red, white and blue floral trim and rickrack is beautiful. It even has a big skirt. Mama worked for hours to make it. Claudia will love it.

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The Healing Horse, Ch. 26, Scene 2: Karen Asks Mama

image of spaghetti bologneseLittle Karen is someone who does not easily give up on herself or on other people. In this scene, she reaffirms her courage. She will go for a play date with a mean girl. Maybe she can help Claudia and be her friend. 

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Scene 2: Karen Asks Mama

When she got off the school bus, Karen ran into the house and found Mama waiting for her in the kitchen. It was Karen’s night to cook. She made spaghetti with tomato sauce, and Mama helped.

“Mama, Claudia sat next to me on the bus and invited me to come over to her house and play dolls this weekend. I thought this is weird. Why would she be asking me to come play with her after all these years of ignoring me? I’ve tried to be friends with her in spite of her bullying, but she’s always ignored me. We ride the bus together, every day, and we have classes together, but now, all of a sudden, she wants me to come visit her.”

Mama raised one eyebrow as she replied, “Kitten, this could be a way to expand your circle of friends, but be careful. You know how mean she can be, the way she teases and tries to trick the other children. She’s been mean to you, before, so take heed, darling.”

“Maybe she’s changed, though the way she was teasing one of the boys on the bus about his learning disabilities did not sound like a change. It sounded like the same mean old Claudia. I hope she’s changed. I can always use a new friend, and I’m sure Claudia would be happier if she stopped making enemies out of everyone she meets.”

“That’s my Krana Layala! So smart. So wise. Always reaching out.”

“Can you take me on Saturday? Can you call Claudia’s mother to let her know?”

Mama agreed and then used the school directory to look up the number. She made a quick call, and then said, “You’re all set. I’ll take you over, Saturday afternoon.”

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The Healing Horse, Ch. 26, Scene 1: Claudia Turns Friendly

image of housecat with outstretched clawsThis scene begins Chapter 26, which explores how a good-hearted person can be taken advantage of but turn the experience into something positive by learning from it.

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Scene 1: Claudia Turns Friendly

The next Monday, Karen climbed onto the school bus and sat in the back for the ride home. Tammy had been absent from school, that day, and she wondered what had happened to her.

As the bus filled, Mr. Hinton and another bus driver carried a wheelchair holding a girl named Claudia onto the bus and set her down next to Karen. Mr. Hinton and Claudia’s mother would carry her off the bus to her home wheelchair at the other end of the ride.

Claudia had muscular dystrophy. Under her skirt and blouse, she wore a custom plaster brace made with straps so she could have it taken off at night. She was a pretty girl of medium stature, with long, brown hair that hung straight to the middle of her back and carefully trimmed bangs that dropped a little below her eyebrows. She always wore a bow hair clip to match her outfit. Her eyes were brown and her fingernails were very long and a fashionable white pearl. They stood out above everything else, like fashionable claws.

After a few minutes, Claudia asked, “Hey Karen, do you want to come over to my house this weekend and play dolls with me?”

“I’ll have to ask my Mama and give you a call. How’s that?” Karen replied.

“That’s fine,” Claudia said, as she turned her back on Karen and began teasing the boy on her other side about his learning disabilities.

Karen wondered why Claudia was inviting her over. She had a bad feeling about this.

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